What if there was
more time than I realize?
What if there was
nothing to prove ?
Nothing to show
that didn't already show ?
What if it didn't have to make sense?
What if it was good enough for me ?
For somebody else ?
What if it was not all up to me ?
What if there was nothing to avoid?
No outcome I could control?
What if it was easy ?
Or just a little easier?
What if I could trust my body
cause it is wiser ?
What if every decision didn't have
to bear the weight of my whole future?
My whole identify?
What if I truly believed joy would lead me
to where I need to be ?
What if facing the mess
of my biggest mistakes
Was the high of my success?
How would I live then ?
What would it change ?
Would I breathe a little bit deeper? Feel a little bit lighter?
Would I try a little bit harder ? No... easier ?!
Would I feel a little bit happier ? Or a lot?
Would my light shine a little brighter ? My life be fuller ?
How would I live then ?
What would it change?